CurCol (kelas baru)...

Awalnya gue ga bisa terima pisah kelas sama temen sebangku(sahabat) gue, pengen komplen tapi takut…setelah dipikir-pikir, akhirya gue belajar buat bisa terima kenyataan ini, karna ini yang terbaik bagi TUHAN (baik bagi TUHAN belom tentu baik untuk kita juga ya)…

Hari pertama masuk sekolah gue ga ngerasa nyaman dengan kelas baru, anakanak nya pada masingmasing gituh…dihari kedua sekolah, anakanak IPA 3 ngajak kita demo untuk pindah kelas lagi, kita mau kelas yang kaya dulu lagi… saat itu dikelas lagi ada guru, sehingga dia tahu perihal kita tentang demo ini, dia menasehati kita semua sehingga kita sadar, bahwa inilah yang terbaik untuk kita..

Beberapa hari setelah masuk sekolah, gue mulai ngerasa nyaman dengan kelas yang baru ini meskipun tanpa sahabat gue yg satu...

Makasih buat bu HAFIFAH NOVA (wali kelas) dan miss RANI DWI SUKMAYANTI (guru bahasa inggris) yang udah ngasih nasehat buat kami sehingga kami bisa menerima semua ini,, dan buat tementemen IPA 3, hayo kita jalin camestry lagi diantar kita..

ex-PDKT....

He DENI SAPUTRA, maybe he's the second child of two brothers, maybe he comes from Balaraja, he was born on 28 February 1995, and he also religion ISLAM..

Since he first entered school, my friends always praised kegantengan him, but I ignored him, until one day because I'm still curious about her, I finally asked my friend to show him to me .. nothing interesting about him at all ..

in Christmas night 2010 when a friend phoned me to say merry Christmas to me, and then I was introduced with deni.. somehow I feel happy when acquainted with her, whereas from the beginning I'm not like him, but I felt that he was the most beautiful Christmas gifts from Santa Claus for me ... on the 26th we saw Paskibra race together, I felt something different from her attitude to me, on the 27th he played to my house with my friend, and he also attended my birthday party (December 31) .. were confused by this relationship, a few weeks we are near, he still did not declare his love to me… and in early January he said that he had promised to his parents that he would not be courtship at the beginning of this year, but I don't believe that he promised with his parents , Since then I was angry and disappointed with him, many times he apologized to me, but I do not forgive him, after a week I was angry with him, finally realized that there was no point in me was angry with him, , Although I have forgiven him, but our relationship is not as it once again, because at that time I fell in love with another man ...

in April month, I heard the news that he has been dating with my classmates, feelings of jealousy that arises when he has another woman,there is little remorse from myself will this incident, but I have to accept the fact that he already has another woman, few days after that I heard back that he had broken up with her boyfriend ... we are still communication with each other, but our relationship is not as it once again... and around the month of May I heard back that he already has a new woman, feeling jealous that appears again, really hurt and disappointed with him, because he had been toying my feelings .. until I remove him from facebook,

hate it appeared in my heart, I'm sick of every meet him .. and during the 2nd semester exams, our classmates again, At first I just wanted to say hello, but somehow every time I see him, the hatred came back ..

I tell all this to my spiritual brother, he gave some advice to me and he always reinforces my heart until I could improve my relationship with deni, although only as a friend only .. now our relationship has become better than before, , As long as he played football I always see and encourage him .. and now he's getting his dream woman ...

CurCol...(Guruku Idolaku...)

    Mmm,,, 'guruku idolaku'...wajar aja semua siswi pada mengidolakan nya, secara ‘dia punya tampang yang better' (orangnya manis, ga ngebosenin lagi),umurnya sekitar 24-25, pinter maen bola lagi... pokonya dia guru yang paling better deh disekolah…

      Tahun yang lalu dia ngajar di kelas XI IPA 1, dari awal dia masuk juga gue udah klik sama dia (Cuma sebatas kagum aja ya)…

      Kita deket lewat pesbuk, awalnya dia yang coment distat gue, tadinya sih gue ga tau kalo dia guru gue soalnya nick nya bukan nama dia, nah pas itu gue lagi ol lewat handphone makanya gue ga tau siapa dia…

      Kaget + ga nyangka banget kalo ternyata dia guru gue, dipesbuk yang ini dia kelihatan muda banget (mungkin karna dia ga pake baju dinas kali ya), dan pas kelas 3 TO- UAN kita WTW an, kebetulan dia masih temen nya sodara gue, makanya kita bisa deket….ga nyangka banget ternyata dia ga seburuk yang gue bayangain (dia luchu, narsis tingkat dewa pula) padahal ya dikelas tuh dia ga pernah mau senyum, soq soq Ja’Im gitu…

     Mungkin gueyang terlalu PEDHE atau GeeR kali ya, gue ngerasa sejak kita sering ngobrol difb tiap dia masuk kekelas atau kita ketemu dijalan dia kaya SalTing gitu ngeliat gue (gile pede banget ya gue)heheheh...

       Kejadiannya baru tadi siang…kita papas an dijalan, gue baru bakil dari kantin sedangkan dia mau masuk kekelas, dia bawa laptop juga buat ngajar…nah pas kita ketemu mata, dia purapura berhenti gituh terus nengok kebelakng (kaya ada yang ketinggalan, padahal mah engga)..pas gue udah naik ketangga dia langsung jalan lagi, kebukti banget kan kalo dia salting ngeliat gue…hahha (pedhebanget)

       Pas gue kekantor lagi beli buku juga, gue ngerasa kalo dia ngeliatin gue gituh…hehhee

Pas gue baru dateng dia duduk dibelakang, nah sekitar 5 menit kemudian dia langsung pindah kemeja paling depan (meja dia) kebetulan meja dia deket sama tempat gue berdiri,, mukanya tuh seolah-olah kalo dia lagi ngeliat in gue...(mungkin Cuma perasaan gue doing kali ya)

       Pas penutupan diesnatalis ada hiburan, dan dia jadi photographer nya gituh, nah besok nya pas kita lagi samasama ol dia langsung nge chatt gue, dia langsung ngeledekin gue gituh…malu banget kan gue..

Mmm,,, but sekarang kita udah ga bisa ketemu dikelas lagi…

Huuuufhh….

                                                                                                            See you...

Dag dig dug der….

   Disekolah ada guru tuuuuuuttt (sensor) yang ditakuti oleh semua siswa maupun siswi disekolah ini…katanya sih dia GALAK banget, apa lagi kalo lagi ngajar….beeeeeuuuuuhh,, yang biasa dikelas rame nih ya walaupun lagi belajar (bukan rame becanda ya), tapi kalo lagi jam nya dia nih,, kelas udah kaya kuburan euy, kita ga boleh bergerak sama sekali, terus kita juga ga boleh ngobrol (padahal kita Cuma nanya sama temen sebangku doang, tapi langsung ditimpuk pake penghapus), terus kita ga boleh ‘ngantuk’ (wajar sih, secara kalo kita ketinggalan sedikit pasti kesana nya ga bakal konek)terus nih ya kalo kita ga bisa jawab pertanyaan dari dia katanya kita bakal dikeluarin dari kelas…Beberapa teman dikelas udah pernah ngerasain hal itu..

    Percaya ga percaya sih kalo sifat dia seperti itu, soalnya selama gue kelas 1 gue ga pernah di ajar dia…mmm,, tapi disisi lain dia itu baik, luchu lagi, gue ngomong gini karna dia pernah nongkrongin anakanak latihan paskibra disekolah…ada sedikit ketakutan sih denger kabar burung tersebut, tapi terima ga terima ini adalah kenyataan…

    Hari pertama pelajaran dia, kita semua udah ketakutan duluan,, dan saat KM kita masuk kekelas ternyata dia membawa kabar baik (guru ***** sedang ada workshop disekolah lain),, seneng banget bisa denger kabar itu, dan di hari kedua pun sama, dia ga masuk lagi karna workshop…seminggu kita aman karna ga ketemu dia, tapi waktu terus berjalan dan kejadian seperti minggu lalu ga akan mungkin dapat terulang lagi… akhirnya dihari selasa jam terakhir dia masuk kelas kami…deg deg an banget pas dia baru masuk kekelas, muka nya serem, ga pernah mau senyum, dan pas dia lagi ngajar, suasana dikelas benerbener sesepi kuburan, ga ada gerak sama sekali, semua mata pun pada tertuju kepadanya (cie elah udah kaya miss Indonesia aja ya)…2 jam berlalu akhirnya kita bebas dari jam dia, kesan pertama tementemen hampir sama semua:

a.Deg deg an

b.Grogi

c.Takut

    Ketakutan saat dia masuk kekelas tuh selalu ada, tapiiiiiiii mau ga mau, terima ga terima, kita harus ngejalanin nya karna ini lah kenyataan nya “APA YANG KAMU TAKUTKAN, MAKA ITU YANG AKAN TERJADI DIHIDUPMU”…

CurCol...

sebenernya sampai saat ini ortu dan keluarga belum mengijinkan aku berpacaran siih, yaa alesan mereka sih karna : aku masih sekolah, dan kebetulan lingkungan ku mayoritas islam sehingga ortu tidak mengijinkan aku untuk mempunyai pacar yang beda agama...

     sejak SD aku iri dengan teman-teman ku, karna mereka semua sudah mempunyai pacar, sedangkan aku?? mungkin tidak ada satupun lelaki yang menyukai aku...

    tapi PUJI TUHAN saat aku kelas 2SMP, ada lelaki yang menembak aku (bukan nembak pake pistol ya), aku ga tahu dia beneran menyukai aku atau tidak, dan sejak saat itu aku bisa merasakan bagaimana rasa nya pacaran...(norabangetya)

      dan ini semua mantan'' aku yang aku anggep, sebenarnya masih ada yang lain sih, tapi aku ga pernah menganggap dia sebagai mantan aku..

'slamet membaca yuaaa'......

a. ex-boyfriend the first

           'IQBAL NUR-AJIZ' his name, his friends used to call him ajiz, him first child and last child, him may have come from Java, and he was born on July 4, 1993, and him a Muslim. He had just graduated from highschool, and I do not know if he continued his education or not.. We met because we were introduced by our friends..

      He was my first boyfriend, but to be honest I do not have any feeling to it, some reason why I accepted him: 

• first: because there is support from my best friend to accept him, 
• second: because to try, 
• third, because to forget someone. .

      our relationship did not last long, only 4 days a month (24 November 2007 until 29 December 2007) ..

we broke up 2 days before my birthday, because I was not able to pretend to like her and I did not have the heart to do such a thing .. My decision was made to end this relationship, yes even though initially he could not accept my decision, and even now we are still friends,

b. ex-boyfriend the second

     'RIDHO AGUNG PRATAMA' his name, and his friends usually call him 'Ridho'. He is the first child of three brothers, he came from LAMPUNG and he was born on July 1 1993, and he a Muslim, he had just graduated from high school and now he continued his education at a university in Tangerang (Unis) and majored in law..

      Initially it was not me who love him, but my friend, and who loves me not he, but his friend ..I've said to my friend such as this ‘are you sure you like him? Just as no other man’… But fate unites us, finally we courtship, but Our relationship didn't last long, just 3 months 18 days (February 7 2008 until May 25 2008). 

     our relationship ended simply because of misunderstanding, there is another woman who approached he and his friends, and he also responded to the woman, I became depressed thinking about it, so I can not positive thinking, I'm jealous with their closeness, and finally I chose to end this relationship ..

    but until now we still be friends, and she always gives the spirit and motivation when I'm sad ..

c. ex-boyfriend the third...

       He ‘ANGGI PANDU PRASETYO’, his friends usually call him Anggi or BJ .. I don't know where he came from, but I know he moved from 'JAMBI', he was the second of two brothers, he was born on December 7 1994, and he is the religion of Islam . Although we were born in the same year, but now he's still second-class high school ..

       I really don't want a relationship with a younger man than me, and I at least want a relationship that both times with the same man ...

      We build relationships after one year we are friends, he her ex-boyfriend of my friends and he was also a former friend of my first boyfriend, after the show my birthday in 2007 we had nothing to do again, until finally when my birthday party in 2008 he and his friends attending my birthday party, and since then we became close again until finally we decided to have a relationship ..

       Our relationship didn't last long just 3 weeks (January 4, 2009 until January 29, 2009), he decided our relationship, because he prefers another woman than me..Disappointed, hurt right, because I can not accept that there is a man who left me, and when that moment I began to love her, I intend to take revenge with another man, but because a lot of advice from friends, then I canceled my intention .. few days after we broke up, he convinced me to accept his love again and promised not to hurt me anymore, and since that time I still love him, then I accept it again becomes my boyfriend ... a few weeks after our courtship on Sunday afternoon (March 1, 2009) he decided to end our relationship, with reason her mother would not let him courtship, but that's all other reason he was, I still remember when he dating with my friend, his mother asked him to be introduced with his girlfriend .. I do not believe if the mother did not give permission to his courtship, I finally find the info from his friend, and answers them all together, that his mother would not let he permission to establish links with women from different religions with him .. disappointed, really hurt him, it turns out we broke up just because of religious differences..

     Since that time I intend to take revenge on another man, and finally my bad intentions can be met despite the many restrictions from my friends ..

     but I've forgotten everything, and now our relationship is good, we often met because we are one school ..

d. ex-boyfriend the fourth

He is IBNU FAJAR AL-IKHSAN, some of his friends call him IBNU or BONGE, I do not know for sure he was the first or second child but it is certain he has one younger brother, maybe he comes from JAVA, and he was born on August 11, 1991 , and he is a Muslim .. this time he continued his education at a university in JAVA (maybe Airlangga University) and maybe majored in health.

Introduction We're Not Special Just through the Short Message, either intentionally or not I Do not Know ..

Our relationship is almost walked four months (11 September 2009 until February 7, 2010), and we broke up just because of misunderstanding, I love him until I feared losing him .. in January there was a woman who said that Ibn like him and he will decide our relationship so that he can be her girlfriend ...

Our relationship did not get permission from my cousin and also from his friends ......

Saturday afternoon I saw a man who is very similar to him, he was riding a motorcycle and she was with another woman,,

Believe do not believe that it was him, angry and very disappointed to see that incident, my mind was so messed up and then I immediately send a short message, short message which made him very angry and hurt with me, all the messages and calls from my never responded at all, and on Sunday night he decided to end this relationship, with the reason because I still like a child and never understand him ... really disappointed and hurt by his decision, because I loved him very much, almost every night of the week I'm cried his departure, perhaps even until months, I dissolved in grief, he promised to wait until I become a mature woman..

now he's got another woman who is more perfect than I, and our current relationship just a friend ..

e. my ex-boyfriend fourth

He DIAN TRIYASA, he comes from Sumedang so all his friends called him MEDANK, I do not know how many brothers he had, but obviously he was the last child ... He was born on October 18, 1993 and he is the religion of Islam .. He had just graduated from high school, and I did not know he continued his education again or not.

we had just friend .. I liked his friend, and he helped me so that I could be near his friend (yes, even though I could not be his girlfriend) and he always gave me information about his friend, our relationship is getting closer and finally he expressed his love for me. .. only a month we establish this relationship (22 April 2010 until May 23, 2010), he chose to end this relationship, with the reason because I still love my ex boyfriend .. like it or not I should accept his decision..

Until now, we are still friends even though she has had a girlfriend ..

His name GULBUDIN HIKMAH TIAR, all his friends called him IIK, maybe he came from Tangerang, he was born on 27 JULI 1992, he graduated a year ago and now he works out of town ... he has the desire to become a manager in a company ..

Introductions we may seem strange or unique, because we met at the third grade separations at our school, but my sister often told me about him, but I never responded to her ..

when parting, my sister borrowed my handphone to take keepsake photos with friends, when I saw all the pictures, I immediately focus only see one image, and since then I search information about him, some weeks we were together he finally declared love for me, and I accept it, I am very pleased to have someone who I like for the umpteenth time, although my cousin always told me not to have a relationship with him, because he still loves his ex-girlfriend ...

already bored with this relationship, because during our courtship, we had met only once..

It's my fault, because I could not bring myself to end this relationship, until he has another woman and away from me. and until now our relationship is not clear, said an end, but between us there is nothing to say to end this relationship, but she and I think that we have to end this relationship...

e. Ex-boyfriend of the fifth

      Anggi Permadi his name, maybe he's the first child of two brothers, and maybe he comes from SUNDA tribe, he was born on August 26, 1993, the religion of Islam, he has also just graduated from high school, and now he works in one company. .

     There is a first impression when I first saw her until I fell in love with him .. about a week we were near the end he expressed his love for me ... I am happy to have someone who I like, but I feel uncomfortable with him, he was too quiet .. Our relationship did not last long, only 1 month .. when I was there to approach someone, but I'm ending this relationship is not for him, but because I can not stand anymore to continue this relationship, he asked me to become what he wants. In December last year he went to Yogyakarta for school events, I do not expect him to bring something for me, I just want him to respect me as a girlfriend, I have helped him so he could go to YOGYA with his friends, does not mean I do not genuinely help him, but I just want him to appreciate me ..

about a month ago he asked me to have a relationship again, but I refused it ..

      Hmmm, now we still remain friends, we are fluent communication,but rarely, because we are busy with affairs our respective ...

Kita adalah teman dekat dan bisa dibilang sahabat juga, kalau Cuma bertiga (vinnY, marrY, dan desY) kita disebut triple ‘Y’, karena diakhir nama kita ada huruf ‘Y’,, kalau Cuma (retno, marry, dan vinni) disebut triple ‘YANI’ karna diujung nama mereka ada kata ‘YANI’, dan kalo kita berempat disebut ‘4 SERANGKAI’, selama kita kelas 2 kita selalu bersama, bermain bareng, ke kantin bareng, nongkrong bareng, ke toilet bareng, pokonya kita selalu bareng deeecchh, tapi sayang nya di kelas 3 ini kita terpisah, retno di XII IPA 3,sedangkan kita bertiga di XII IPA 2...

         Yang ini FITRIYANI (28-02-1994), dia yang paling tua dari kita berempat… dia anak ke dua dari dua bersaudara, dia asli dari LAMPUNG, dan dia agama nya ISLAM juga

         Dari kelas 1 kita memang sudah saling kenal, walaupun kita beda kelas (dy X6, gue X5), dan ternyata dikelas 2 kita satu kelas (KOMPAS), dan sejak itu kita berempat jadi deket, dan sekarang kita bisa berada didalam kelas yang sama lagi (XII IPA 2)…

my best friend

         Dia RETNO FITRIYANI (14-03-1994), dia tertua kedua dari kita berempat… meskipun dia tidak berprestasi diorganisasi, tapi dia berprestasi didalam kelas, dia selalu mendapatkan peringkat kedua dikelas… dia anak pertama dari dua bersaudara, dia asli JAWA, dan dia beragama MUSLIM..

         Sejak SD kita memang sudah bersahabat, SMP kita masih satu sekolah yang sama (SMPN 2 BALARAJA) tapi kita ga sekelas (dy kelas H, gue kelas G), dan SMA kita pun masih satu sekolah, kelas 1 kita ga sekelas (dy X.6, gue X.5), tapi kelas 2 kita sekelas (KOMPAS), dan sayang nya kelas 3 kita ga bisa sekelas lagi (dy XII IPA 3, gue sama yg laen XII IPA 2)..

Me

        Mmm,, gue DESI, biasa nya sih si meri manggil gue TINA…gue termuda yang kedua (31-12-1994), gue anak kedua dari dua bersaudara, gue dari MEDAN, dan diantara mereka kita berempat Cuma gue yang beragama KRISTEN, meskipun agama kita berbeda tapi mereka masih mau menjadi teman + sahabat ku...

Gue mengikuti organisasi paskibra, tapi gue ga se beruntung meri, gue bukan anggota pengibar…

my best friend

Dia MARRY HANDAYANI (04-10-1995), dia yang paling muda diantara kita berempat , dia anak pertama dari 2 bersaudara, pernikahan silang antara orang tua nya hingga akhirnya dia pun berasal dari(ibu: MEDAN, ayah:JAWA), dan dia beragama ISLAM…
dia salah satu pasukan pengibar bendera di KABUPATEN TANGERANG tahun 2010 lalu, dan di awal bulan JULI dia dipercaya untuk menjadi ketua DIKLAT PASKIBRA dikorwil BALARAJA…
Sejak kelas 1 SMA kita memang sudah saling kenal,walaupun kita beda kelas(dia X 3, desi: X5) tapi kita berada disatu organisasi yang sama (PASKIBRA), dan ternyata saat kenaikan kelas 2 kita satu jurusan dan kita juga satu kelas, dan mulai sejak itu kita jadi deket, hingga sekarang kita bisa satu kelas lagi (XII IPA 2)…

My GOD..

He is the Lord, the King of kings, and he is my father..
for one moment he never leave me, he was always there with me, when I'm happy and when I'm sad, and he always helped me when I was there a problem ..
the miracles real in my life, his his promise as the dawn of the morning and like a rainbow after the rain ..
"THANKS GOD for all your kindness"

YOU

Because of who You are

I will lift my voice to worship You